ruthlessss
there’s nothing i want more right now than to have you back. i crave the taste of your lips on mine with our tongues intertwined. i miss the way you’d grab my face with both hands and how you’d stroke my back with your masculine arms. i need you here now and i can’t wait a moment longer to feel your hands in mine and your body pressed against me. and oh boy i just need to kiss you and never stop. kiss me please because your tongue is my favorite taste and your neck is my favorite smell and your voice is my favorite sound and i wouldn’t rather live my life loving anyone else.
e.e [boy oh boy you could make out] (via ruthlessss)
ruthlessss
it’s funny how since you’ve left you’ve taken over my life more than ever. i can’t wear my favorite perfume anymore thanks to you. because every time i wore it you told me i smelled like dreams. it’s been months since i’ve put on the necklace you gave me. i can’t even play with my etch-a-sketch because of that winter night when you snuck into my room and made a heart on it. it’s still sitting on my dresser where you left it. i haven’t chewed my favorite kind of gum because you bought it for me that first day. and maybe soon i won’t be able to look at my own face in the mirror without becoming overwhelmed with the memories of you glorifying my nonexistent beauty. i moved my bed across my room to avoid looking at your writing on my window from that day we first kissed. but some things i refuse to change, out of hope you’ll come back. like my backpack i wear to school every day, because it matches yours, so maybe people will think we’re still together. and the lovely honeysuckle candle you bought (one for each of us) still sits on my bed table. the candle we promised to only light at the same time. during our phone calls. it’s stayed there waiting to be lit again. and i’m hoping one day you’ll call and say you miss me, and we can light our candles and use my candy cane chapstick again, just like our first and last.
e.e [please come back i love you] (via ruthlessss)